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The Complicated Me

Look..
i might say you are annoying but actually i love the attention
i might say im ugly just because i want you to compliment me
i might say you are stupid but that is my anger talking
i might say you are lazy but i just want you to try harder
i might say that im right eventhough i know im wrong
i might say you dont understand me but actually you do
i might say you are not right for me but actually you are the best for me
i might say you are worst that my ex-s but actually you are way better than them
i might compare you with others because i dont want the same thing
to happen twice
i might say i hate you but actually i just hate the fighting
i might say i want to leave you but i just want you to come and say
"hey, dont go!"
i might seem to to be friendly with other guys but actually i just want
to be friends
i might seem happy but sometimes im not!
i might say your ego is killing me but actually my ego is killing me

i might say all those hurtful things but that's just me being an ass

i just hope that you forgive me, trust me, be patient with me and as many times as i said this before, im sorry...

~ivy starzz~

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